Doubting

Did you ever just really hate that awful time in your life where you just wish you could have taken a number and checked out? Begging God, "Take me, I want to go! I am tired of this stupid harsh world!"

Been there, done that! How selfish and ungrateful I was at that time. The past couple of months I've been so fortunate to take a movie theater seat in my own life and just take in the trailer to see how temporary pain has lead to a fountain of love. If only I could have trusted God's love for me during some of those situations how much more I could have gained from them. I cheated myself! (don't get me wrong, I'm not volunteering to go back there)

Who would have thought being cheated on would have brought me to a point in my life to offer forgiveness and true heart filled wishes of happiness. It was not easy but I am thinking I would not trade it for the lotto winnings. Back then I could not have fathomed trusting God's purpose for that pain I was experiencing. Now, I see His reasons unfolding before my eyes.

If your in the mud, love it, embrace it and I promise you this, He has got some big plans in store for you, so keep your eyes open and trust His Bigger Purpose!!!

BTW- B in Child Psychology and a B in Algebra. Now, there's proof of God's love!!! Thank you to everyone for the friendships and encouragement throughout the semester! Hugs!!!